long time since i blogged... just a quickie b4 i die from dehydration and fatigue. im really drained... and common test is starting like this week... does life suck or does life suck?
i dunno what to say bout some ppl but... they are really superficial... i really dont understand. i am not about to mention names or how i noe these ppl but those who i wish to share this valuable information with, i will. the rest... i wont.. i am sorry.just probably i dun trust u enuf? call me mean, i will tell u that at least i m honest.
other ppl are just getting more and more vile. there are 2 kinds of mean: really mean mean and the joking mean kinda ppl... i say that i m the joking kind.. i am mean, i must say but at least i am usually making a joke out of it. why cant u do the same? it is just huritng when we are just joking around and i see ur face turning black or hear u nearly swear at me. it hurts, but u dun care, do you? that being said, if u dun like the way i act around u, den i wun be around u or just treat like you dun exist in my life. afterall, that's exactly what u would want eventually rite?
after all that has been said and done, i really appreciate all the times my genuine frens spend with me: people like river, amirah, karmen... and not to mention all the lovely msgs from d. and steph, when she has the time.. and aaron, u still make my world feel so much better when u call me... i miss u terribly and i love u to bits, dont u ever forget that... if i fall from a building, i noe u will be falling with me, holding my hand... thanks for calling, and bearing all charges when i reeally really need you and thanks for basically being there... i doubt i would value and appreciate my life so much, if it werent for u...i love u .. so dont u ever tell me that u feel like nobody loves u... u are the reason i live... so u have to live to let me live... =)
Posted by r0ad5|d3 JuL|3+ at 9:25 PM
