do u noe tt u haf the most awful timing of them all...? why now, of all times...? -hit with emotions- i realli dunno wad to sae... i wish i had an answer for u, becoz i dun wan to leave you hanging there... dun realli lyk to see things unfinished, or un-started... or wadeva... but the ting is... ur timing is totally off... not now, realli. i cant gif u an answer, even if i want to... and i hope u understand, i realli wan to... but not now... i cant cope wid it...
ready to break down... i m tired... drained emotionally, mentally, and physically.. i juz feel lyk i m floating to college [school sounds so sec schoolish nowadaes] and floating back home... and everything that happens in between is so.... blurred.... so gothic... liminal state of mind... sigh... im so frustrated and so fed-up wid so many tings and so mani people... sometimes i juz get so irritated by ppl buggin me all the time tt i go into a mood... and they dun seem to get the msg until i snap or yell at them... excuse me, it is time u guys understood me... plz dun get on my nerves wen i dun look happy... u are juz plain diggin ur own freaking grave... and if u wanna die, please dun die at my hands... go jump off a building or sumting...
i dunno wad's happening... realli... its already wednesdae wen i feel tt it is mondae... there's is lyk 2 more weeks to promos and i noe tt i m not prepared... todae's lit lesson was damn depressing for me... i realli couldnt write much for the gothic thing... is juz so... argh!!! i juz laid on the table and came up wid lyk 5 points? without lyk onli one eg each and stuff... and i was tinking how to support those points well... i couldnt do it too... so frustrated wit it... seriously... i dunno lahs... jc doesnt sux... dun get me wrong... is juz... if u cant handle the stress, u should seriously consider going sumwhere else... i tought i performed well under stress... maybe i was wrong... very wrong...
its already september and i m still regretting, to a certain extent, coming to jc... sheesh... wad's wrong wid me......................
craps...
Posted by r0ad5|d3 JuL|3+ at 4:29 PM
